December 24 2020: I going door to door with this guy and we were advertising for something that I can’t remember. We got to one house that looked dilapidated. Then when we knocked on the door and for some reason I tried the doorknob and the door open. When we looked inside there was not anything in the living it was all an empty space. There was a wall and when we looked around it there was an old woman sitting on a couch and right in front of her was a tv. When I looked at her intially she looked like my grandmother. So I called her grandma and she said she was my grandma. Then as we had a conversation I realized she wasn’t and was then figuring out how to leave. Then when I mentioned leaving to her she got upset and the door which had still been opened at this point slammed shut. Then I had to placate her to get her to calm down and then I told the guy with me that we had to figure out a way to get out of there.
December 23 2020: I dreamed about Keshia Cole singing this song. Some of the lyrics where ” Suddenly I see it now. go ahead and get a dancer.” It was a music video and she had her natural hair out and it was in these pretty finger coils. The ends of her hair was also dyed red. Then seperately I was applying for a loan on the phone and the banker said I had gotten approved for it because she had put down that I had extra income as a youtuber.
December 22 2020: I dreamed of being at Home Depot and purchasing a lot of stuff.
December 21 2020: I couldn’t remember what the dream was.
December 20 2020: I dreamed that Sandra Bullock lived with an abusive man and she had a child by him. During this time there were a lot of people being held captive by him. The other people being held captive helped Sandra and her child to escape from him. When they left they didn’t have anywhere to go and were living on the streets. During this time Sandra had a mental breakdown. As a result of this she started to gnaw on the child because she was starving. Eventually someone found them on the side of the road and helped them out. Then this quote popped up in the dream, The seedlings of affection that started growing for her mother has just been killed.
December 19 2020: There was a really creepy stalker guy at the bank. He was following/stalking a girl that worked there. I saw him and got into an arguement with him. We started fist fighting and then he pulled out a knife and I kicked him. He flew into the street and got side swiped by a car. I jumped on the roof of a building and he got on to. We continued fighting and then I beat him. Then in a seperate scene I was in a reality like the game finder seeker notes. Then I dreamed about me moving back to my old house and comforting my peers. I went to a host club and had a Hangover moment where I forgot everything that had happened the previous night and had to try and retrace my steps.
Mussels & Clams
I once again remembered to take a picture of dinner tonight. My family and I love seafood and recently I have been trying my hand at cooking it myself. I went to Costco last week and I saw some clams which I love so I bought some and cooked it for MYSELF. But ended up sharing it with two others. Therefore I had to go and get some more of course and pick some mussels along the way. So I cooked some more for the THREE of us. It was once again very delicious.
December 18 2020: I had a really odd dream about AT. I dreamed that I was married to him and we were sitting on a couch having a conversation. In the midst of the conversation his spirit totally changed and he became very dark, like his aura. He seemed to just become sort of evil. Also this person just died within the last month or so. Then I dreamed that I was living with my father again and my nephew was also there. He was asking me to make him a doctor’s appointment. Then I dreamed about a famous rapper being on wrestling, WWE. Then I heard another song that was by Doja Cat and Nicki Minaj. It isn’t a real song as far as I know and the lyrics were different from any songs I know them on.
December 17 2020: My supervisor woke me up. Asking me to come into work. I declined but my sleep was disturbed and I couldn’t remember my dream.
Steak and Shrimp
I am always cooking dinner and trying new things but I always forget to take a picture. But I actually remembered tonight. I made steak and shrimp with mushrooms and onions. The sides were whole grain rice and quinoa and fresh spinach. P.S don’t mind the paper plate I hate washing delicious. Am I the only one?(It was very delicious btw)