Qi Mingyu glanced at Ying Jincheng blankly and spat out five words, “I don’t want to go.”
Ying Jincheng smiled, then turned his head to Qi Yue and said, “Qi Yue, let’s go for a walk on the beach.”
Qi Yue started to refuse, but after thinking of something, he nodded, stood up and left with Ying Jincheng.
As the two people were walking along the beach. Ying Jincheng kept introducing about the local customs to Qi Yue. Qi Yue couldn’t interrupt, so he would only listen, but he was a little absent-minded.
Upon seeing this, Ying Jincheng stopped, pretending to be distressed, “You seem to be distracted, making me feel that I am very boring.”
Qi Yue shook his head quickly, smiled and said, “No, what senior said was very interesting.”
“Then what are you thinking about? “Ying Jincheng asked with a wink, “It’s not like you are upset because of me, right? ”
“Senior …… I …… “Qi Yue started somewhat hesitantly, he wanted to make things clear, so Ying Jincheng wouldn’t waste time on him.
“What’s the matter.” Ying Jincheng rubbed Qi Yue’s hair. “If it is a rejection, then you don’t need to say it.”
Qi Yue looked at Ying Jincheng in surprise.
Ying Jincheng smiled, “I know you like Mingyu, and you certainly can’t accept a new relationships right now. But have you ever heard the saying that the best way to get over a relationship is to get in a new one.”
Qi Yue frowned, “I always felt that that saying is very irresponsible.”
“What?” Ying Jincheng looked at Qi Yue in amazement. He didn’t expect Qi Yue to say that.
Qi Yue looked at Ying Jincheng earnestly, “To only use the next relationship to make you happy, I think this relationship is not equal from the beginning, so it’s too unfair to the other person.”
Ying Jincheng smiled, his eyes soft, “Maybe the two people will fall in love with each other in the end.”
Qi Yue nodded, “Maybe, but I don’t want to do this, the risk is too great. I don’t want to hurt…”
Ying Jincheng sighed, “Who said it must end in someone getting hurt?” Ying Jincheng looked at Qi Yue’s eyes seriously, “Qi Yue, I have never been in serious relationship but your appearance makes me feel like there is a possibility, so why don’t you give me a chance? Also give yourself a chance. Maybe the risk is big, but I don’t care. What are you afraid of? The big deal is that the two of us will not be together in the end but we can still be friends.
Ying Jincheng smiled, “I really like you.”
Qi Yue blushed, but thinking of Qi Mingyu and thinking of the painful emotions up to now, he knew it was impossible to accept the feelings of another person. Let alone use others to forget those feelings.
Seeing the entanglement in Qi Yue’s eyes, Ying Jincheng sighed for himself. Maybe it was Qi Yue’s purity that attracted him so much. What to do, he really didn’t want to fall deeper and deeper.
“Well, I won’t force you.” Ying Jincheng was not willing to push Qi Yue to make a decision in the end. “I’ll go back first.” He pinched Qi Yue’s ears and turned and left.
Qi Yue breathed a sigh of relief. He felt very powerless and didn’t know what to do. He had already responded very clearly. Suddenly he felt that whether it was Qi Mingyu, Ying Jincheng, or even Lu Lei, the gap and perception between him and them was too great. These people are too selfish. Once they understand what they want, they would go for it regardless, even ignoring the wishes of others.
Qi Yue sat down on the beach a little disappointed, feeling tired.
There was rustle of footsteps. Qi Yue was not in the mood to see who it was. He buried his head between his knees, just thinking about life.
Qi Mingyu’s voice came from behind him, Qi Yue moved, but still did not raise his head.
Qi Mingyu looked at Qi Yue with complicated eyes, then sat down beside Qi Yue and said softly, “I’m sorry.”
Qi Yue widened his eyes in surprise, and involuntarily raised his head to look at Qi Mingyu.
Qi Mingyu looked towards the beach with uncomfortable eyes and coughed, “I was too impulsive last night, I’m sorry.”
Qi Yue blushed, and he pursed his lips, not knowing how to answer.
Maybe Qi Mingyu didn’t want Qi Yue to answer. He continued, “Did you know, my purpose for coming here is to find you.”
“Why?” Qi Yue said in surprise.
Qi Mingyu lowered his head and smiled, with a look of helplessness, “Because I feel very wrong. For the first time in so many years, the feeling of anxiousness and jealousy is because of a boy, which makes me very flustered.”
Qi Yue was startled. Looking at Qi Mingyu, he had no idea what to respond to.
“Qi Yue, when I said I want to try it with you, it’s true, I’m not kidding.” Qi Mingyu turned his head to the serious Qi Yue, “To be honest, I don’t want to watch you go towards another man.”
Qi Yue’s face was so red like he was being cooked, but he forced himself to look at Qi Mingyu. Last night that look from Qi Mingyu was it because of anger and jealousy? Qi Yue suddenly stood up in a panic, “Well…that I’ll go first.” Then he ran away…
The mood is completely different from yesterday. Qi Yue cursed himself in his heart. Why can an apology just completely destroy all of his inner entanglements, he’s really too easy. But Qi Mingyu said that he wanted to try with him, and that he was anxious and jealous because of him. Does he like himself? Those are considered feelings. Qi Yue feels a little happy, but at the same time, he is more uneasy. This feeling is too unstable, and he is like a moth, that can’t help but want to get close to the flame, and Qi Mingyu is the cluster of fire. Even if there is nothing left to burn in the end, he still wants to try without hesitation, after all, that is the light he yearns for.
However, Qi Yue was a little bit embarrassed and even ran away. When he returned to the room afterwards, he almost wanted to kill himself. He really didn’t know what Qi Mingyu’s expression was at the time, he must hate him.
Ying Jincheng walked back and did not go back to his room. His confession just now failed to impress Qi Yue and he was a little frustrated. He should just relax now, so he saw Ji Chen sitting on the beach playing in the sand.
Ying Jincheng hooked up the corners of his mouth in a smile, walked over, and naturally sat next to Ji Chen. But he sat down on the words Ji Chen had written on the beach.
The corner of Ji Chen’s eyes twitched, “Did you not see me writing?”
“Oh.” Ying Jincheng looked down, “I just saw it.”
“Why?” Ying Jincheng smiled and pointed underneath his body, “Is this your place? If not, then I have the right to sit here, on the contrary, you have no right to drive me away.”
“You are sitting on my wordss!” Ji Chen’s face was a little dark.
Ying Jincheng asked strangely, “Do you still want to continue writing and playing in the sand?”
Ji Chen raised his head, his eyes arrogant, “Yes, so get up.”
Ying Jincheng shook his head, “I’m already sitting on it anyway, so you turn around and write on the other side.”
“You…you’re deliberately messing with me, right?” Ji Chen asked through gritted teeth.
Ying Jincheng smiled, his eyes were pure, “What do you mean? I’m discussing it with you properly and didn’t I provide you with a solution?”
“Okay! I won’t write anymore, you take you time sitting down.” Ji Chen stood up abruptly, but the result was too agressive. There was a moment of darkness in front of him. He couldn’t help but fall backward, cursing inwardly, he was going disgrace himself in front of Ying Jincheng.
As a result, he did not touch the beach but was hugged into a warm embrace.
Ji Chen’s eyes hadn’t reacted yet, and his mind was a little fuzzy, so he didn’t move.
Ying Jincheng looked at Ji Chen’s lost eyes and raised his eyebrows in amusement, waiting for him to recover.
Ji Chen’s eyes gradually became clearer, and when he realized what was happening, he took a cold breath and coughed… he was choked by himself…
Ying Jincheng couldn’t help laughing and looked at Ji Chen with interest.
Ji Chen’s face turned red from coughing. He crawled out of Ying Jincheng’s arms and coughed as he crawled. He may not only be blushing because of the cough, but also because he felt too embarrassed. He glared at Ying Jincheng and turned away and left.
Ying Jincheng shook his head helplessly, “I can’t believe he didn’t even say thank you.”
During this trip the three people who were the happiest were Yifan, Xue Chengran and Lu Lei. All the others were more or less troubled.
Qi Mingyu didn’t know what to do, so he went back in the afternoon. Qi Yue didn’t know whether he should breathe a sigh of relief or be disappointed. In short, he felt empty, and he didn’t even have the desire to have fun. But in the end, he was finally dragged by Yifan and Xue Chengran to visit a few attractions, so it was a worthwhile trip.
After returning to school, everything was back on track and quietly changing.
Ying Jincheng acted like nothing happened. He treated Qi Yue as usual, and Qi Mingyu did not suddenly appear next to Qi Yue. He didn’t know what he was doing. It was Ji Chen, who acted like he had been injected with chicken blood and was working very hard. Every time when Qi Yue went to the library for self-study, he would see Ji Chen studying in a fixed location.
A few days later, Qi Mingyu suddenly contacted Qi Yue. The moment he answered the phone, Qi Yue’s heart trembled.
“Qi Yue.” Qi Mingyu’s deep voice came from the phone.
There was silence on the other end of the phone, “I’ll pick you up in the afternoon to see Mingfan, he really misses you.”
Qi Yue nodded and found that the person on the phone could not see him at all, so he spoke immediately. “Okay.”
When he got in Qi Mingyu’s car again, when he was going to the villa, Qi Yue’s heart was a little complicated, as if he was thinking of bad memories. He looked out the window and didn’t want to say a word. In fact, he felt a little hypocritical, but just because some time passed, it doesn’t mean it can be treated as if it didn’t happen, after all, he still cared a little.
Qi Mingyu looked at Qi Yue a few times along the way, and drove the car silently. The silence between the two people held some embarrassment. Qi Mingyu didn’t know what to say. After thinking about it, he stretched out his hand and held Qi Yue’s hand on his knees. Qi Yue’s fingers were long and slender. Qi Mingyu cover and held Qi Yue’s entire hand in his palm.
Qi Yue looked back at Qi Mingyu in surprise. Qi Mingyu drove the car and didn’t look back. He just said, “I’m sorry, this time I won’t let you have any bad memories.”
Qi Yue pursed his lips and smiled. Although he was a little uncomfortable with the current state, his hand did not move.