After Qi Yue took Qi Mingfan into the room, he found that Qi Mingfan’s little spoon was stained with something and was dirty.
“I’ll go out and wash it for you, Mingfan stay here obediently.” Qi Yue said, touching Qi Mingfan’s head, then opened the door and left.
Holding the spoon, before walking into the living room, Qi Yue suddenly heard his name. He stopped, vaguely feeling that he could not go out now, so he stayed in place, and what he heard next made him feel chills all over his body.
Qi Mingyu knew that he liked him, and also…
Qi Yue’s hand holding the spoon couldn’t help but tremble. Although he noticed something, he didn’t expect things to be like this. Suddenly, Qi Yue’s heart surged feeling helpless and angry, almost consuming him. A person he likes so much must be watching him complacently like him like a clown, while using him to deal with his mother. Are the actions, those words were they all fake? Yes, didn’t Qi Mingyu just say that he doesn’t like men? It’s really embarrassing for him. In order to escape his mother’s control, he can tolerate a man who likes himself staying beside him, and he even wrong himself to pretend by doing those actions and saying those words.
Qi Yue laughed hoarsely, thinking that he was just a joke. Winter has passed, but the weather is still cold, but no matter how cold it is, it is not as cold as his heart at this time. Tears flowed down from eyes, and the road ahead was all blurry. Qi Yue wiped his tears. He still remembered that when he was in his hometown, he almost had a car accident. When Qi Mingyu was angry because he was so worried, was that also fake? Qi Yue’s mind was in a mess, and the previous images flashed back and forth in his mind, and he couldn’t distinguish between true and false. He wiped away the tears from his eyes to make his eyes clear, carefully watching the road in front of him. Observing the vehicles almost stubbornly, and not letting himself encounter accidents, because Qi Yue knew that no one would come and pull him. Like self-abuse, remembering what they said just now over and over again, so that he can wake up and stop having illusory beautiful dreams.
Yifan felt that Qi Yue was a little strange in the past two days. The whole person seemed to be in a trance. Although he would laugh and answer when you talk to him. But it felt wrong and it looks like a routine.
Xue Chengran laughed and said, “Oh, this kind of looks like he is heartbroken.”
“What?” Yifan turned around and looked at Xue Chengran with a stare, “You said Qi Yue is heartbroken? How could it be possible, I didn’t even see him have a person he likes or fall in love. So how could he get heartbroken.”
Seeing Yifan’s denial, Xue Chengran touched his nose, “Maybe he has a crush, otherwise how to explain…Hey, where are you going?
“I am going to look for Qi Yue and ask clearly.” Yifan ran away without looking back.
Looking at Yifan’s back, Xue Chengran sighed.
Yifan found Qi Yue in the pavilion. He had a book on his lap, but his eyes were empty. This expression made Yifan’s heart jump and her steps could not help slowing down.
“Qi Yue?” Yifan yelled softly.
“Huh?” Qi Yue came back to his senses and smiled when he saw Yifan, “Why are you here?”
“I have something to do with you.” Yifan came over and sat next to Qi Yue, but didn’t know how to speak.
Seeing Yifan look a little embarrassed and hesitating, Qi Yue took the initiative to speak, “What happened?”
Yifan bit her lip and said directly, “Qi Yue, do you have someone you like?”
Qi Yue was startled. Obviously he didn’t expect that Yifan would ask this question. His expression was ugly and broken for a moment, followed by loss and a clear sadness.
Seeing Qi Yue look like this, he doesn’t need to say anything. Yifan also knows Qi Yue’s answer, and she smiled bitterly. “So you really have someone you like, I…we didn’t know.”
“Is it obvious?” Qi Yue lowered his head, touching the pages of the book with his fingers, thinking of his actions over the past two days, I am afraid that it is impossible for others not to think of it.
“You… you like her alot?” Yifan couldn’t help asking.
Qi Yue raised his head and smiled, a smile that was full of bitterness, “Yes, I like them very much, but it’s a pity…”
“Qi Yue, I like you.” Yifan said suddenly.
“What?!” Qi Yue looked at Yifan in surprise, there was a momentary blank in his mind, “Yifan, you…”
“Although it is a bit out of place right now, I really want you to know that I like you. “Yifan plucked up her courage. She wanted Qi Yue to notice her feelings instead of treating her as a friend and leaving the liking to others.
“Qi Yue, can you try to like me?” Yifan felt so brave for the first time since growing up.
Looking at Yifan’s flushed face, fluttering eyes, and constantly moving fingers, Qi Yue’s panic calmed down. He took Yifan’s hand and said sorry.
Yifan’s excited expression stiffened suddenly, and she held back her tears, “Am…Am I not good enough?”
Qi Yue smiled and touched Yifan’s head, “It’s not about that, no I should say it’s not about you. Yifan, you’re very good, and I like you very much, but it’s definitely not going to be a boyfriend and girlfriend type of like.”
Qi Yue took a deep breath and said, “Because I like men.”
Yifan opened her eyes in shock and looked at Qi Yue. For a moment, her head was blank, and she couldn’t find a word. “What…what did you say? What do you mean? Qi Yue, are you kidding? If you want to reject me, you don’t have to…”
“I’m not kidding.” Qi Yue shook his head and interrupted Yifan, “Really, I like men, so… so I can’t accept your feelings, so my feelings also ended without anything.” Qi Yue smiled bitterly, “I know you may not understand or even accept it, but I don’t want to deceive you either.”
Qi Yue let go of Yifan’s hand, “I’m sorry, Yifan.”
Yifan’s startled tears were taken back, “You…you leave me alone, Qi Yue, let me think about it.”
Yifan stood up, stumbled and ran away.
Qi Yue smiled helplessly and shook his head, wondering if this friend would be lost.
Although she knew a shocking thing, Yifan was still very sad when she was rejected by her beloved. She wiped her tears and walked in the school. She was suddenly stopped by Xue Chengran. Yifan looked up and saw that this place was just where they separated. Yifan asked with a cry, “Why are you still here?”
Xue Chengran sighed, wiped tears on Yifan, and asked, “Finished confessing?”
“Ah? How do you know?
“I guess it was rejected.”
Yifan sniffed and gave Xue Chengran a fist, “Why do you know again!”
Xue Chengran shrugged, “You don’t look at who I am. I have so much experience in relationships. Just like you guys, I can see it at a glance.”
“Fart.” Yifan scolded, feeling somewhat better, but “It feels so embarrassing. The first time I confessed, I was rejected.”
Xue Chengran touched Yifan’s head, “Hey, wait for someone to confess to you next time.”
“How is that possible.” Yifan shook his head, “I don’t have such a charm. Will anyone confess to me?
“Why not?” Xue Chengran said jokingly, “I’ll confess to you.”
“Go to hell!”
After Yifan left, Qi Yue stayed for a while, then packed up his things and left.
There was a person standing outside the pavilion, and after a pause, he tried to walk to the side.
“Qi Yue.” Qi Mingyu said to stop Qi Yue, “Can we talk?”
Qi Yue turned his back to Qi Mingyu, annoyed that his mood is still affected by Qi Mingyu, “No need, I don’t want to talk about it, there’s actually nothing to talk about, right?”
Qi Mingyu looked at Qi Yue with a little surprise. He never thought that Qi Yue would reject him. In his impression, Qi Yue had always been soft tempered and didn’t know how to reject others. Now, he even opened his mouth and said such words.
Qi Mingyu just watched Qi Yue leave and didn’t say anything to call Qi Yue again. He hesitated a little, and rarely hesitated. Ever since Qi Yue left the villa, Qi Mingyu had thought of looking for Qi Yue to explain, but say what? The things he did were obvious and it is impossible to say that it was not intentional. Qi Mingyu was anxious for several days. Lu Lei looked at him inexplicably and asked what is still bothering him. Anyway, he had already used Qi Yue, now Qi Yue knows, but he didn’t have any loss, right. It didn’t matter if he split up like this. Anyway, he was going to put some distance with Qi Yue anyway, so why bother now?
Qi Mingyu couldn’t figure out why he was anxious and troubled. In short, he just couldn’t sit still and wants to find Qi Yue and talk clearly, even if Qi Yue could talk to him calmly, Qi Mingyu felt that he could feel something in his heart. Originally, he didn’t think about how to talk to Qi Yue, nor did he want to find Qi Yue, but when Qi Mingyu overheard the conversation between Yifan and Xue Chengran, he couldn’t help but come over to find Qi Yue. The inexplicable anxiety in his heart became more obvious after Qi Yue refused to talk to him. Qi Mingyu couldn’t help being more agitated. He didn’t know what was going on, probably people who had done something wrong had this reaction.
Qi Yue paused and looked at Ying Jincheng who appeared in front of him in surprise. Although they were all there at that time, Ying Jincheng knew that he liked men, and that incident had nothing to do with him. So Qi Yue didn’t have any opinion on Jincheng.
Ying Jincheng walked to Qi Yue’s side and looked behind Qi Yue, “You… you and Mingyu didn’t talk?”
“Senior, how did you know Qi Mingyu came to find me?”
Ying Jincheng raised his eyebrows, “You called Qi Mingyu, it seems that you are very angry.”
Qi Yue pursed his lips, “Senior, did you also know already that I like him.”
Ying Jincheng watched Qi Yue not speaking, and suddenly a grunt came behind Qi Yue’s hair, “You are so obvious, don’t you know? That careful attitude.”
Qi Yue sighed and said with a wry smile. “It seems that my feelings is really…”